Below are the 4 most recent journal entries recorded in partytaco's LiveJournal:

Saturday, April 23rd, 2005
8:32 pm	what's the point. i calculate it has been one day over two weeks since i have had fun and the same amount of days have passed since my last drink of alcohal or i talked to a person under the age of 52 (the age of my boss). to keep up with the numbers i have only left my apartment to go someplace other then the grocery store once in the past week and two days. i do wonder how i'm holding up. i really think it'll take me getting out of town to find out. so out of town i will go....for a weekend in new york at the end of may and for alittle over one week in detroit and ann arbor in the middle of june. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, April 22nd, 2005
8:00 pm	still smokefree after 4 days and much richer and more stressed out because of it. the last couple days haven't been bad but today was hell and i just wanted to take the riches i've accumulated so far and walk away. was supposed to go to this jew/lesbo seder party/dinner thing tonight with my friend mandy but i guess now i'm not going which is cool because i don't know how i feel about being around a bunch of nuhippie/lesbian/jews anyway. so yes meeting her at radiobean after she gets back for a beer...my first beer in two weeks. off to city market to buy eggs. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
11:18 pm	fuck it's 11pm and i'm eating a can of cheffeboyRdee...i hate this whole none smoking thing. it really screws with my state of being. the bpb/ms show was good. full on rock band with brother paul on bass (who in my eyes stole the show with his ackwardness), great cover of please mr. postman, a nice free #'ed silkscreened poster, 7 cups of water and a pack of cotten candy flavored gum all passing by...not passing by was anyone who wanted to talk to me. oh well. did find myself alittle bored by the end. i just don't know if i'm cut out for shows anymore. my attention span is shot out when it comes to watching bands and well i had a knocked out cramp in my right calf which wasn't helping. (Comment on this)
6:16 pm	boredom. just waiting to leave to go see bpb with all alone and no one else. really could care less. just killing time before i can escape this frathouse hell of a town. quit smoking again. five minutes ago. who knows if it'll work but if it does i get a nice $508 from the university of vermont which will allow me to buy my way to new york for a weekend and give me some spendings for detroit and all that i'll have my eye on while there. often i will admit i wonder why the hell i decided to move to this town. of all towns. and twice. find myself frequently looking at pictures of detroit on the internet. missing something. i know as soon as i got back i would grow to despise all these things i miss all over again. where will i ever be happy. new york. only time will tell. (1 Comment |Comment on this)